The Vow

I love you yesterday...
I love you today...

and I ask Lord to be able to love you tomorrow...

the next tomorrow...
the next...
and next...
and next tomorrow...

Until there is no more tomorrow for me anymore...

If it's only about you and me.......
Then I'll marry you instantly......

Against The World

They said that you are no good for me.....
That I should have a better person next to me.....

But here we are....
Still together and standing still - holding on to each other.
Try to bond our relationship more and more....
Processing......maturing......

Maybe sometimes I have doubt in the heart......
A question that lead to : should I stay or should I go?
But I still have my faith and love for you.

This is our struggle.....
I have turn my back against the world - yesterday- for you.....
And have no plan yet to turn it around against you.....

I wanna struggle for love.....
And I want you to stay and struggle with me......
Us against the world.......Us against their doubt......

DOUBT

Why everyone seems to doubt me?

My ability to get attach to you?

It is about me and you.

The other matter - I will try to solve with my own way….

Just to fix things before I get back again and again at you door.

So at the end of the day….there will be only you and me :)

BELIEVE

Tuhan memanggil setiap orang untuk kembali ke jalur yang telah ditetapkan-Nya dengan cara yang berbeda-beda.

Kadang dengan cara yang lembut, tapi terkadang dengan cara yang sangat keras.

Untuk memahaminya terkadang diperlukan waktu seumur hidup.
Tapi sebenarnya - intinya adalah :

HE just want the best for us. If you don't find your best one nowadays, don't stop believing that the best is yet to come......

God bless you :)

190111

DISCONNECTED

Something's Missing

I'm not alone, I wish I was.
Cause then I'd know, I was down because
I couldn't find, a friend around
To love me like, they do right now.
They do right now.

I'm dizzy from the shopping malls
I searched for joy, but I bought it all
It doesn't help the hunger pains
and a thirst I'd have to drown first to ever satiate

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
something's missing
And I don't know what it is
At all

When autumn comes,
it doesnt ask.
It just walks in,
where it left you last.
And you never know, when it starts
Until there's fog inside the glass around your summer heart:

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
something's missing
And I don't know what it is
At all

I can't be sure that this state of mind,
is not of my own design
I wish there was an over the counter test, for loneliness.
For loneliness like this.

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is

Something's different And i don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is

Friends -check-
Money -check-
A well slept -check-
Opposite sex -check-
Guitar -check-
Microphone -check-
Messages waiting for me, when i come home -check-
How come everything I think I need, always comes with batteries
What do you think it means
How come everything I think I need,
always comes with batteries What do you think it means

JOHN MAYER