They call it home, but sometimes you just love to spend the time on the road just to keep you away from home....

HEART vs BRAIN

My heart say I have to hold on to you....
Fight for us....

But my brain have other opinion....

Which one should I trust?

Determination

People say that I'm too selfish,
for making so many target and stick with it with no tolerance.

Well people don't know about a thing - every detail of my life.
Every step that I made until I arrive at this point.

Maybe they think I am a stupid stubborn girl.
But no matter what....
I know the consequence....

I am still the same little girl (at that time) with that strong determination,
that I will be somebody....

No matter how long it will take....
I will and I must RISE for that long determination I have longing since I can remember....

This is my life....
This is my feet....
This is my dream....
I will not let anyone tear it down....
ever....

The Vow

I love you yesterday...
I love you today...

and I ask Lord to be able to love you tomorrow...

the next tomorrow...
the next...
and next...
and next tomorrow...

Until there is no more tomorrow for me anymore...

If it's only about you and me.......
Then I'll marry you instantly......

Against The World

They said that you are no good for me.....
That I should have a better person next to me.....

But here we are....
Still together and standing still - holding on to each other.
Try to bond our relationship more and more....
Processing......maturing......

Maybe sometimes I have doubt in the heart......
A question that lead to : should I stay or should I go?
But I still have my faith and love for you.

This is our struggle.....
I have turn my back against the world - yesterday- for you.....
And have no plan yet to turn it around against you.....

I wanna struggle for love.....
And I want you to stay and struggle with me......
Us against the world.......Us against their doubt......

DOUBT

Why everyone seems to doubt me?

My ability to get attach to you?

It is about me and you.

The other matter - I will try to solve with my own way….

Just to fix things before I get back again and again at you door.

So at the end of the day….there will be only you and me :)