Broken

Dear Love,

It hurt my heart when I know I'm not the only one
Yes I know I'm not that perfect
I have scar that no matter what - it won't heal and will forever leave a mark

But one thing for sure
My heart and love is not play pretend
It's not a game and have no end
Yes there some lack
But I try my best to comeback every time I loose my track

I can't ask you to understand
Because it's your heart not mine
Maybe you won't mend
I have no right to amend

I just wish....not "hate" the word that end this relationship
The memory will always be my worship
Because you are the one - once my faith in love

Somebody That I Used to Know

I'm in love with the lyrics and decided to love the song :p

Somebody That I Used to Know Video

Here's the lyrics :

"Somebody That I Used To Know"
(feat. Kimbra)

[Gotye:]
Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[Kimbra:]
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

[Gotye:]
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[x2]
Somebody
(I used to know)
Somebody
(Now you're just somebody that I used to know)

(I used to know)
(That I used to know)
(I used to know)
Somebody

source : http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/gotye/somebodythatiusedtoknow.html

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Ed Sheeran

Yes I'm in love with this guy and his music.
Cold Coffee-nya somehow membawa saya somewhere between reality and imaginary world.
Yes...it reminds me of my childhood - me and my imaginary world, where I can be as what I wanted to be. Bersama siapapun yang saya inginkan - creating things that didn't always exist in the real world.
Just me, my world, and my imaginary Prince :)

I love you Ed Sheeran :)

First Cut

Sherly Crow pernah menyanyikan sebuah lagu berjudul : First Cut is The Deepest.

Buat saya...ada benarnya juga.

Bukan cuman ecek-ecek "stupid love song" - yeep it cut so deep you just cannot forget the wound easily.

Lalu apakah yang dibawa luka itu?

Luka itu membawa cerita,

luka itu membawa amarah,

luka itu membawa kenangan,

luka itu juga membawa kreativitas..hahaha

Yes....at least that what happened to me.....

So I actually learning to love my wound.

Though it's hard to do - but in some point, I thankful that it happened.

Sebuah hukum sebab-akibat yang sedang saya tuai kebaikannya.

Sambil terus digelayuti tanda tanya (kadang-kadang) akan semua apa yang saya rasakan 

dan kemungkinan bahwa semua itu mungkin hanya bagian dari khayalan tingkat tinggi saya :p

Saya ingin berpijak pada kata "Terima Kasih"

You made me as who I am.

Saya lengkap dengan proses luka dan kesembuhan saya.

Saya belajar dan masih terus belajar.

Though the wound still there, I'm just hoping it would not be as hurt as the old days.

Peeta

The boy with the bread has captivate my heart :) 

#justsaying

Payphone for Just a Feeling

If happy ever after did exist

I would still be holding you like this

But then again...I guess

It's just a feeling....

Just a feeling

Just a feeling that I have