My Story

Rabu, 17 November 2010

Wrong

Is it wrong to love again somebody that come from your past?

Can I order my clon to love both?

Or I’m too selfish to embrace both?

Senin, 15 November 2010

Almost 3 years we have separated
Neither emails nor SMS came over.
Just to know each other, from others stories that we both fine in our own line.
But sometimes it’s just the wind telling good stories that makes us feels better in our sleeps.

I heard that you never feel as fine as it told.
Maybe you never really forget what happened between us two.
Is the memory still hanging somewhere in your head?
Is it true that the feelings never really went away from your heart?
Is it me that still linger in your mind?

Dear darling it’s just a matter of time.
It’s in the formula of love life story.
Never really like the Walt Disney kind of story.
We are not among those princes and princesses with happy ending story.

There’s a phase on growing up, including heartache from broken heart.
You’ll find your way to get cure from the pain.
Just let go and let it flow.

Maybe I’m such a pain in your ass.
But that makes you grow one inch more.
And yet I will be just a phase in your life, either it worth to remember or just to get over.
Let go darling and I hope you’ll feel better in the end.

With care and love
Sunset

(inspired by 500 days of summer)

Selasa, 09 November 2010

My Jacob

Dear My Jacob,

I have searching you for years......
But you seems to disappear and nowhere to be found.

Then...there you are...come out of nowhere...
Just when I found my bond with My Edward.

When you show up.....
You bring the old flower blush on my cheek.

I cannot pass a day without your image circling my brain.
Have I fall for you again when I'm already with the man I want to spend my life with?

If we have the chance...
To see each other face to face......
Just one day......can I be your Bella?
The "Bella" that lives with Jacob in our own world where there's nobody besides us both.
Just for a day......

Then I'll let you go......
Maybe with tears........
But for good.................
Because Bella belongs to Edward though.......

But you will always be My Jacob.....................
Forever.