My Jacob

Dear My Jacob,

I have searching you for years......
But you seems to disappear and nowhere to be found.

Then...there you are...come out of nowhere...
Just when I found my bond with My Edward.

When you show up.....
You bring the old flower blush on my cheek.

I cannot pass a day without your image circling my brain.
Have I fall for you again when I'm already with the man I want to spend my life with?

If we have the chance...
To see each other face to face......
Just one day......can I be your Bella?
The "Bella" that lives with Jacob in our own world where there's nobody besides us both.
Just for a day......

Then I'll let you go......
Maybe with tears........
But for good.................
Because Bella belongs to Edward though.......

But you will always be My Jacob.....................
Forever.