Minggu, 12 Desember 2010

Mourn December


Dear Desperation,

Why this December feels so cold more than before?
Is it me losing the warmth of Christmas?
Is it true this perfection tale?
About relationship stuff that fire up the December?
Because we almost arrive at our goodbye baby

My eyes can not look into you clearly
It is fog that tangle on my sight?
Or maybe because the tears that almost fall are hanging in the edge of my eyes

Minggu, 05 Desember 2010

Maroon 5


Sangat sedih. Mungkin itu perasaan yang tergambar dan terasa saat ini. Sementara saat gw menulis ini, playlist memutar lagu-lagu yang memperdengarkan suara Adam Levine OMG....tapi harapan gw menipis (walau tetap masih berharap) bisa mendengar suaranya secara langsung pada 27 April 2011 nanti di Istora Senayan.

Hiks...within 2 hours yesterday...ONLINE gak bisa kecapai jugaaa.....transaksi failed terus sampai berita SOLD OUT muncul dan menohok!!!

Mungkin buat orang lain gw terkesan lebay. Tapi Maroon 5 udah gw tunggu buat manggung di Jakarta sejak 6 tahun yang lalu tepatnya tanggal 23 September 2004-sejenis janji pada diri sendiri bahwa next..setelah BLUE gw harus nonton Maroon 5.

Dan SOLD OUT thing ini membuat my day turn into grey.
Sungguh sangat sedih...walau tetap berharap ada miracle sebelum hari H!!!!

I can't lie Maroon 5 I want to watch your show sooooo baaaaddddd...so help me God

Rabu, 01 Desember 2010

Higher Ground


Dear Love,


Maybe I am curse to love you always

Even when your love has faded away for me

Maybe you try to reach higher than where we stand already

It is ok if that makes you happy

Because I was created to give you happiness

Even it means left my own feeling in sorrow


Dear Love,

When I let you go, maybe you will never come back again

But I guess that is a pain I have to gain

Hope you will find a higher ground, where you set your dream completely.

I will look up and smile, that once upon a time,

I shared happiness with that girl on the higher ground

Tin Can Communication


When we were young, we already knew the way to communicate things….even through tin can and the cord yarn connection. But when we grow ups, things get complicated, and we sometimes prefer to keep in silence rather than speak our minds.

Crush

Hi there…….dear Miss Sunshine
You shine brightly in my sight

Even though I can only watch you from this far
But I can only praise the Creator for your lovely smile

Your hair ruffles like the silk when the wind blow
Wish I could be anyone…anyone that you adore..then I’ll be the one

Please show me the way dear Miss Sunshine
Because you are my Sun

I can not imagine my life without your light
How dark my heart would be

Because I had a crush on you…….
Would you be my lady?

So there will be a brighter day in my everyday.

(Expecting…..Hoping…….Waiting………..)

Senin, 29 November 2010

Standing Still


Is it an awesome achievement when you standing still from others who fail ....as a winner.......?
But the fact is...you are the one that last...but left alone?
Will it be your highest achievement?
or your highest grief of being all alone?

Rhema 051125

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