TRUST - BELIEF - THE TRUTH

Finding Heaven

Dear Lord,

I try to define heaven......
Some place that provide me happiness.

I search through every amusement places......
malls.....clubs.....

I buy a lot of clothes, jeweleries, gadgets..........
Thinking I might find just a little bit of heaven on those things.

But I find no serenity...........
Just another confusion and insatiability......

Then I try to turn back........
Look deeper...........................
.....the essence of my life...

Heaven is in YOU.
I feel comfort when I don't force my self just to achieve all the material things,
but to care other.............to thankful for what I have instead of what I don't have.
To thank HIM that I have you......
Yes you......my parents, my siblings, my best friends, my lover.

I find a little piece of heaven in each of you............
And I thank God for you :)

As Long As You Love Me

They say in simple line : As long as you love me...then other will no bother.
The truth is : It is not "As long as simplicity of love conquer everything"
The fact that I watched Oprah on Saturday (via Metro TV on 19th Feb'11) about Marriage Ref....
Even simple things can cause problem to love life.

We know the love still exist,
but we also know that the problem also haunting the existence of love.

So how will it goes?
Will "As long as you love me" settle our problem?
Or our brain logically say : baby we need to talk - we have this problem bla bla bla....and it bother

Then the next question will be : Should I stay or should I go?
Consider all with logic + love = wise decision.

So help me God to put a good portion and composition of Logic and Love.
So by the end of the day....I can make a good and delicious "cake of love"

They call it home, but sometimes you just love to spend the time on the road just to keep you away from home....

HEART vs BRAIN

My heart say I have to hold on to you....
Fight for us....

But my brain have other opinion....

Which one should I trust?

Determination

People say that I'm too selfish,
for making so many target and stick with it with no tolerance.

Well people don't know about a thing - every detail of my life.
Every step that I made until I arrive at this point.

Maybe they think I am a stupid stubborn girl.
But no matter what....
I know the consequence....

I am still the same little girl (at that time) with that strong determination,
that I will be somebody....

No matter how long it will take....
I will and I must RISE for that long determination I have longing since I can remember....

This is my life....
This is my feet....
This is my dream....
I will not let anyone tear it down....
ever....

The Vow

I love you yesterday...
I love you today...

and I ask Lord to be able to love you tomorrow...

the next tomorrow...
the next...
and next...
and next tomorrow...

Until there is no more tomorrow for me anymore...