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TEAM OUTBOND ABRAKADABRA..CRIING

Just wanna wrote something

"Not everything looks like what meet the eyes"

"Not every prayers being answered the way it requested"

My life is pretty close to those quotes. Not entirely, but some of 'em. But is it mean that I got the bad luck. Nope.......not at all. It is just "PERFECT" for the unperfect me. I learn what it is really mean by "It's not my Plan that's goin' on im my life.....it's His".

My stories.........I stop being creative in my writings just about these couple years. Yup...weird isn't it? Because that happens when I start to feel happy....... because i'm dwelling in my creativity when I am in my "tears zone" (for some reason I thankfull) but missing my ability to wrote again...except for My beloved little brother.

But I'll never stop to write....because I love it. Happy or unhappy. Even when it's not deep enough for anyone else to read. I will still gonna write.

Hope next time when it is deep...not because I'm back to my "tears zone" again, but because I just can.

"Peace"

1 Petrus 3 : 10 - 11

"Siapa yang mau mencintai hidup dan mau melihat hari - hari baik,
ia harus menjaga lidahnya terhadap yang jahat
dan bibirnya terhadap ucapan - ucapan yang menipu."

"Ia harus menjauhi yang jahat dan melakukan yang baik,
ia harus mencari perdamaian dan berusaha mendapatkannya."

Menjaga lidah...........sesuatu yang sangat luaaaaarrrrr biasa sulit. Karena pada prakteknya berbicara sudah selayaknya bernafas.......dilakukan dengan sangat spontan.Kata - kata terkadang terlontar dengan sendirinya/reflek tanpa dipikirkan masak - masak terlebih dahulu.Tapi siapa yang tahu kalau terkadang kata - kata yang kita lontarkan itu telah dengan atau tidak sengaja menyakiti hati sesama kita. Yakobus 3 yang mengangkat soal "DOSA karena LIDAH" menggambarkan bahwa lidah....sekalipun merupakan bagian kecil dalam tubuh, tapi ternyata punya peran yang amat besar dalam kehidupan manusia. Lidah....dengan lidah yang mengorakkan kata - kata jahat dan kutuk...dapat tercipta pertengkaran, permusuhan, atau bahkan peperangan. Seorang sobat karib dapat berubah menjadi musuh yang everlasting...hanya karena kata - kata yang salah. Ya...Lidah dapat mengobarkan amarah...membangkitkan kedengkian....dan bahkan pempertajam dendam. Tapi lidah juga bisa menjadi selayaknya air yang memadamkan api amarah dan kebencian yang menyala - nyala itu, dengan kata - kata yang menyejukkan, mendamaikan, menenangkan. Dengan lidah yang terorak untuk menyuarakan perdamaian seperti halnya banyak duta - duta dari lembaga non - profit yang concern terhadap humanity ( UNO, etc ), rekonsiliasi juga dapat dibangun. Sekarang......bagaimana dengan diri kita sendiri? Lidah kita? Apakah kita akan menggunakannya sebagai api atau air yang menyejukkan dan membawa perdamaian itu? The choice is in our hands. Yang pasti perlu usaha untuk menjadi yang baik......karena memang tidak mudah untuk tetap menjadi baik dan fit in di dunia yang juga surrounded by bad influence ini. Seperti bunyi 1 Petrus 3 : 11b "ia harus mencari perdamaian dan berusaha mendapatkannya." Mari.......kita sama - sama berusaha mendapatkannya.

God Bless.............

oh where....oh where can my brother be....?
The Lord took him away from me....
He's gone to heaven so I've got to be good...
So I can see my brother when I leave....this world.

"Will U Wait 4 Me" by Kavana

I need to talk with you again,

why did you go away,

All our time together,

just feels like yesterday,

I never thought I'd see,

a single day without you,

You see the things we take for grantedwe can sometimes lose.

And if I promise not to fell this pain,

Will I see you again,

will I see you again.

Time will pass me by,

may be I'll never learn to smile,

But i know I will make it through,

if you wait for me.

And all the tears I cry,

no matter how I try.

They will never bring you home to me,

so won't you wait for me in heaven.

Do you remember how it was,

when we never seemed to care.

Days went by so quickly, cos I thought you'd always be there.

It's hard to let you go, though I know that I must try.

I feel like I've been cheated, cos we never said goodbye.

And if I promise not to feel this pain,

Will I see you again.

And I miss you so,

and I need to know, Will you wait for me.

to my beloved brother....................Paul in heaven..........

"With U"

I need you boo

I gotta see you boo

And there's hearts all over the world tonight

Said there's hearts all over the world tonight

I need you boo

I gotta see you boo

And there's hearts all over the world tonight

Said there's hearts all over the world tonight

Hey lil Papa, ooh you're a stunner

Hot little figure, yes you a winner,

and I'm so glad to be yours

You're a class of your own and

Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me

I swear the whole world stops

You're my sweetheart

andI'm so glad that you're mine

You are one of a kind,

andYou mean to me what I mean to you

And together baby there is nothing we won't do

'Cause if I got you

I don't need moneyI don't need cars

Boy you're my heart

And oh,

I'm into you and Boy no one else would do

With every kiss and every hug

You make me fall in love

And now I know I can't be the only one

I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight

With the love of their life who feel

What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you...

Boy With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...

Oh boy I don't want nobody else

Without you there's no one left, andYou're like Jordans on Saturday

I gotta have you and I cannot wait nowHey lil shorty, say you care for me

You know I care for youYou know that I will be trueYou know that I won't lie

You know that I will tryBe your everything

'Cause if I got youI don't need moneyI don't need cars

Boy you're my heart

Oh, I'm into you and Boy no one else would do

With every kiss and every hug

You make me fall in love

And now I know I can't be the only one

I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight

With the love of their life who feel

What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you...

ohhh With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...

Yeah

And I will never try

To deny that you are my whole life

'Cause if you ever let me go

I would die so I won't run

I don't need another man

I just need you or nothing

'Cause if I got that

Then I'll be straight Baby you're the best part of my day

I need you boo

I gotta see you boo

And there's hearts all over the world tonight

Said there's hearts all over the world tonight

They need their boo

They gotta see their boo

Said there's hearts all over the world tonight

Hearts all over the world tonight

And oh, I'm into you and Boy no one else would do

With every kiss and every hug

You make me fall in love

And now I know I can't be the only one

I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight

With the love of their life who feel

What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh(Boy)

With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh

With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...

Baby yeah

Performed by : Chris Brown, I dedicate to my "Chris"

"Bintang iklan terbaru Softex....hehehe..saingan Julie Estelle (jauh kali yeee.....)"