Just wanna wrote something

"Not everything looks like what meet the eyes"

"Not every prayers being answered the way it requested"

My life is pretty close to those quotes. Not entirely, but some of 'em. But is it mean that I got the bad luck. Nope.......not at all. It is just "PERFECT" for the unperfect me. I learn what it is really mean by "It's not my Plan that's goin' on im my life.....it's His".

My stories.........I stop being creative in my writings just about these couple years. Yup...weird isn't it? Because that happens when I start to feel happy....... because i'm dwelling in my creativity when I am in my "tears zone" (for some reason I thankfull) but missing my ability to wrote again...except for My beloved little brother.

But I'll never stop to write....because I love it. Happy or unhappy. Even when it's not deep enough for anyone else to read. I will still gonna write.

Hope next time when it is deep...not because I'm back to my "tears zone" again, but because I just can.