Maroon 5

Sangat sedih. Mungkin itu perasaan yang tergambar dan terasa saat ini. Sementara saat gw menulis ini, playlist memutar lagu-lagu yang memperdengarkan suara Adam Levine OMG....tapi harapan gw menipis (walau tetap masih berharap) bisa mendengar suaranya secara langsung pada 27 April 2011 nanti di Istora Senayan.

Hiks...within 2 hours yesterday...ONLINE gak bisa kecapai jugaaa.....transaksi failed terus sampai berita SOLD OUT muncul dan menohok!!!

Mungkin buat orang lain gw terkesan lebay. Tapi Maroon 5 udah gw tunggu buat manggung di Jakarta sejak 6 tahun yang lalu tepatnya tanggal 23 September 2004-sejenis janji pada diri sendiri bahwa next..setelah BLUE gw harus nonton Maroon 5.

Dan SOLD OUT thing ini membuat my day turn into grey.
Sungguh sangat sedih...walau tetap berharap ada miracle sebelum hari H!!!!

I can't lie Maroon 5 I want to watch your show sooooo baaaaddddd...so help me God

Higher Ground

Dear Love,


Maybe I am curse to love you always

Even when your love has faded away for me

Maybe you try to reach higher than where we stand already

It is ok if that makes you happy

Because I was created to give you happiness

Even it means left my own feeling in sorrow


Dear Love,

When I let you go, maybe you will never come back again

But I guess that is a pain I have to gain

Hope you will find a higher ground, where you set your dream completely.

I will look up and smile, that once upon a time,

I shared happiness with that girl on the higher ground

Tin Can Communication

When we were young, we already knew the way to communicate things….even through tin can and the cord yarn connection. But when we grow ups, things get complicated, and we sometimes prefer to keep in silence rather than speak our minds.

Crush

Hi there…….dear Miss Sunshine
You shine brightly in my sight

Even though I can only watch you from this far
But I can only praise the Creator for your lovely smile

Your hair ruffles like the silk when the wind blow
Wish I could be anyone…anyone that you adore..then I’ll be the one

Please show me the way dear Miss Sunshine
Because you are my Sun

I can not imagine my life without your light
How dark my heart would be

Because I had a crush on you…….
Would you be my lady?

So there will be a brighter day in my everyday.

(Expecting…..Hoping…….Waiting………..)

Standing Still

Is it an awesome achievement when you standing still from others who fail ....as a winner.......?
But the fact is...you are the one that last...but left alone?
Will it be your highest achievement?
or your highest grief of being all alone?

Dear Mom

Maybe I’m not a good child
Maybe I put a lot tears in your eyes
I don’t do what you told me to do

Dear Mom.............
Maybe you cry and pray in your room
Just hoping I can be a good child
That I can be a good student
That I arrive at home safely

Dear Mom.............
Maybe you will never read this,
But I still wanna say it………………
That I’m sorry if I cannot be as you wanted me to be
I love you Mom……………………………………………..
Wherever you are……………

4 Seasons Love Story

Dear Summer…..

Once I had a relationship with the sweetest teenage girl, I’ve ever met for my whole life.
When she smile………I can feel the warmth of summer.
As if the sunshine it self shine only for me….just for me.

She always longing for me………
even just for a second when I stepped into the train for the next six month.

Dear Fall……

When the season turns to curtain falls of thousand leaves………….
Somehow, our relationship also falls apart.

This is not what I want; I never want to put a raindrop into her beautiful eyes.
All I want to give is the best for her………
Even when the best comes by letting her go……..

Dear Winter……………..

The world seems so cold without her smile………….
My sunshine now belongs to someone else………….
I hope he take care of her light………………………
So it will never falter………………………………..
But shine more than ever……………………………
Enough for me to see her light from far away…and knowing that she’ll be OK.

Dear Spring………………..

Please help me get through another season,
Because I have to move on………………..
With or without her.
But one thing remain, I’ll never forget her warmth smile for the rest of my life.
Thank you for letting me has 7 times of 4 seasons with my sunshine lady.
What a bless………………….