Journey to d 2nd year

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PERTOLONGAN TEPAT pada WAKTUNYA

-once upon a time in Thursday gw mendadak PIKUN banget yang tergolong PARAH. meninggalkan dompet dan HP di laci kantor. Maka saat harus membayar uang bus...........OMG....di tas gw gw baru nyadar dompet ketinggalan!!!!! Padahal kita udah masuk tol. Gw bisa dimaki abis nich ama kondektur..orang sedeng kali naik bus gak bawa duit main duduk manis lagi.........SUMPIT gw takut abis....secara dikit lagi udah mau ditagih. Tapi gw berdoa bgt (dg muka super melas) semoga ibu2 yg duduk disamping gw bermurah hati nambahin ongkos gw (secara gw cuman pegang 3000 perak, padahal ongkosnya 7000 perak). THANK GOD......pas gw blg "maaf bu blh tlg tambahin gak....dompet saya ketinggalan di kantor" (bener2 apa adanya....) n tanpa ba-bi-bu ibu itu lgsng mengganti uang pas yg tadinya mau dy ksh ke kondektur dg uang 20ribuan jadi dy bisa bayarin gw juga. BAIIIIIKKKK bgt........tanpa komentar dan langsung menolong. Someday kalo mungkin beliau baca blog ini atau mungkin kenalannya atau temannya atau saudaranya ibu2 yg udah nolong gw itu (mungkin dy pernah cerita ttg hal ini ke mereka)........secara gw gak tau nama ibu2 itu....gw mau bilang terima kasih. Karena gw gak dimaki kondektur...dan karena ketulusannya menolong gw yg emang lagi kepepet. God bless u mam.

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Out of Salon

SINCERETY

A special person in my life told me,
that SINCERETY is what u need the most in live.
It is what u must do in live.
It is what make u live your life to the fullest.

My Hair Do from Time to Time

Forever Love

manusia punya forever love?
some of them......
....Met their soulmate until death do them apart.
But some......ended being alone....wondering if they had missed the one they love in their love journey.
Just because they don't realize the one for them were right in front of their eyes for a long time...
and when they suddenly realize.......that "one" already left them behind.
Not because they not love them anymore, just because sometimes they are just too tired to wait..or along came a better chance for them to get some love and affection from other person.
So...please people......be alert of the love surround you. Do not have regret in the future.
..............................................
For me....forever love is always exist, but the problem is....are you end your life with your forever love companying you through happiness and sadness?
Or you end up your life regreting with realizing...you have waste your chance to be with your forever love?
Please.......think of it.....so you won't be the last person I describe above.......

Q & A at GoodReads

Dear Mr.Coelho, I've read your Alchemist and i thought it is a beautiful novel.I love the way you express the character of the shepherd boy.And in my point of view there are a lot of religious lessons in it.My question, is your writing style,especially in The Alchemist really inspired by what your believe in/your perspective of God and religion?Or it's just one of your random inspiration through the other books that you have read?Thank you for the answer before....and maybe one in a time you would love to visit your readers in Jakarta,Indonesia?It would be an honour to have your autograph on My "The Alchemist" cover book.Stay blessed.Christin

Dear Christin, The Alchemist is both the result of books I read and experiences I've been through. This is the true magic: when the pages of books intertwine with the multitude of moments and dream that make up for life. Concerning Jakarta, I don't have any plans in the near future but certainly it's a place I would love to visit. LovePaulo

Thank You

Thank you Lord......

Terima kasih.......papiku sudah baikan....sudah sembuh
Terima kasih.......Kau boleh dengar & jawab doaku untuk kawanku yang sedang dalam pergumulan
Aku tahu Tuhan...kabar yang kudapat adalah bukti IMAN bahwa menyerahkan segala pergumulanku kepadaMU tidak pernah sia2.
Terima kasih.......aku diberi kesempatan memahami bahwa PERCAYA kepadaMu juga berarti PERCAYA SEPENUHNYA....juga disaat-saat paling pelik ketika keraguan itu mulai timbul.
Terima kasih.......karena aku bertemu dengannya.......
Yang menjadi teman spesial yang tak terbayangkan.....begitu menopang & memberi kekuatan.
Terima kasih....karena aku belajar banyak hal yang terjadi sesungguhnya adalah rencana Tuhan yang sometimes....complicated...njelimet........gak dimengerti apa maksudnya....tapi indah hasil akhirnya.
TERIMA KASIH TUHAN

Goodbye.....

Please save the last dance for me.....
Maybe the next days would never be the same again between us.
Let me make this night our last night to remember.
Just pretend that you are mine for this night......
And I'll have the strength to pass every other next night without you.........


by.Christin

inspired by Lifehouse-Broken

Broken clock has a meaning,
That it will never thick.
It stops now,
At the moment where I don’t want to pass it by
The moment where u will not go

LIFEHOUSE

love them.......

my recommended band nowadays.......

hehehe...

esp .Whatever it takes

You & Me

Broken............................................

My "I am what I eat" test result

Christin

You are a sensitive person and often find yourself daydreaming about your past and future. You are quite conservative and the values that your parents and teachers instilled in you still play an important part in your decision making. You are always wilful and most of the time, you are a stubborn person. But you love to work and are quite honest, which makes you good to get along with as a friend or lover.

You think positively about the people around you and are never prejudiced. This means others see you as a kind and gentle person. They enjoy listening to what you have to say because they respect you. You are logical, smart and inventive. Sometimes you are too cold and selfish.

20082008 it's our 20th

Clip of Ride The Chariot @ Ibadah Padang

Latihan Pemadam Kebakaran @ Wisma Raharja

Sebab Segala Sesuatu

Yubilate Deo

...RAINBOW...

life is complicated.........

my life is like a rainbow.......

colourfull....

sometimes...it's a dark grey colour that appear when things gone bad and sad...

when the people that i love and care about gets hurts.....

but it's beautiful colour that appear.....when they smile and happy.

I'm not an angel.........

I got stummbled sometimes......

but believe me.....

ur all that i care about sincere.....

i really hope u get ur happiness....each of u

life is about sharing....

life is about carring......

life is about give ur own life a meaning with helping others.....

Like Mother Theresa said

.....that she saw Jesus in every face that she helped everyday........

that's what makes her so full with compation and love...........

let's take a lesson from her ........ :)

"Speak Loud" VS "Silence is Golden"

Ada orang yang berpendapat kalau lo punya pendapat..then "Speak Loud" so everybody knows what inside ur head. Contoh...lo peduli Global Warming, lo care sama perlindungan terhadap hewan, maka suarakan pikiranmu (dan..lakukanlah...jgn NATO doang..heheheh3....). Supaya dengan begitu orang lain yang tadinya gak peduli, bisa aja jadi peduli karena omongan persuasif lo. Atau bahkan yang tadinya gak tau jadi tau dan alert...serta bukan tidak mungkin akhirnya mereka menjadi pendukung kampanye baik yang lo bawa. that what's good with Speak Loud......

Tapi Speak Loud juga bisa jadi berabe kalo salah tempat...bisa memprovokasi, iya kalo yang baik...kalo yang buruk??? bisa ricuh, ribut, n bisa juga nimbulin korban.

What about "Silence is Golden"?? Kalo soal rahasia yang gak sepatutnya dibuka n jadi konsumsi publik..hal ini bagus lah.......kan gak semua hal harus diomongin. Bisa-bisa salah ngomong orang lain jadi celaka, orang lain jadi ketimpal ruginya. Tapi kalo kebanyakan diem........bingung juga orang sama apa maunya kita. Punya ide keren...cuma dipendam....kapan majunya????? Punya perasaan sama orang lain.....gak pernah jujur n terbuka....kapan orang yang kita sayang mau tau pasti??? (tapi untuk yang satu ini disarankan memilih timing yang tepat....hehehehhe3)

Makanya...ada hal-hal yang emang musti disimpen...tapi ada juga hal-hal yang harus diomongin..supaya jalur komunikasi n' interaksi gak kusut..gak abu-abu....gak diprediksi atas dasar asal tebak.....

Punya pemikiran....????? Timbang-timbang dulu baik-buruknya...then silahkan..langkah dan keputusan tetap ada di tangan anda...apakah anda akan "Speak Loud" or "Silence is Golden" ????

Selamat mencoba.........

abrakadabra

TEAM OUTBOND ABRAKADABRA..CRIING

Just wanna wrote something

"Not everything looks like what meet the eyes"

"Not every prayers being answered the way it requested"

My life is pretty close to those quotes. Not entirely, but some of 'em. But is it mean that I got the bad luck. Nope.......not at all. It is just "PERFECT" for the unperfect me. I learn what it is really mean by "It's not my Plan that's goin' on im my life.....it's His".

My stories.........I stop being creative in my writings just about these couple years. Yup...weird isn't it? Because that happens when I start to feel happy....... because i'm dwelling in my creativity when I am in my "tears zone" (for some reason I thankfull) but missing my ability to wrote again...except for My beloved little brother.

But I'll never stop to write....because I love it. Happy or unhappy. Even when it's not deep enough for anyone else to read. I will still gonna write.

Hope next time when it is deep...not because I'm back to my "tears zone" again, but because I just can.

"Peace"

1 Petrus 3 : 10 - 11

"Siapa yang mau mencintai hidup dan mau melihat hari - hari baik,
ia harus menjaga lidahnya terhadap yang jahat
dan bibirnya terhadap ucapan - ucapan yang menipu."

"Ia harus menjauhi yang jahat dan melakukan yang baik,
ia harus mencari perdamaian dan berusaha mendapatkannya."

Menjaga lidah...........sesuatu yang sangat luaaaaarrrrr biasa sulit. Karena pada prakteknya berbicara sudah selayaknya bernafas.......dilakukan dengan sangat spontan.Kata - kata terkadang terlontar dengan sendirinya/reflek tanpa dipikirkan masak - masak terlebih dahulu.Tapi siapa yang tahu kalau terkadang kata - kata yang kita lontarkan itu telah dengan atau tidak sengaja menyakiti hati sesama kita. Yakobus 3 yang mengangkat soal "DOSA karena LIDAH" menggambarkan bahwa lidah....sekalipun merupakan bagian kecil dalam tubuh, tapi ternyata punya peran yang amat besar dalam kehidupan manusia. Lidah....dengan lidah yang mengorakkan kata - kata jahat dan kutuk...dapat tercipta pertengkaran, permusuhan, atau bahkan peperangan. Seorang sobat karib dapat berubah menjadi musuh yang everlasting...hanya karena kata - kata yang salah. Ya...Lidah dapat mengobarkan amarah...membangkitkan kedengkian....dan bahkan pempertajam dendam. Tapi lidah juga bisa menjadi selayaknya air yang memadamkan api amarah dan kebencian yang menyala - nyala itu, dengan kata - kata yang menyejukkan, mendamaikan, menenangkan. Dengan lidah yang terorak untuk menyuarakan perdamaian seperti halnya banyak duta - duta dari lembaga non - profit yang concern terhadap humanity ( UNO, etc ), rekonsiliasi juga dapat dibangun. Sekarang......bagaimana dengan diri kita sendiri? Lidah kita? Apakah kita akan menggunakannya sebagai api atau air yang menyejukkan dan membawa perdamaian itu? The choice is in our hands. Yang pasti perlu usaha untuk menjadi yang baik......karena memang tidak mudah untuk tetap menjadi baik dan fit in di dunia yang juga surrounded by bad influence ini. Seperti bunyi 1 Petrus 3 : 11b "ia harus mencari perdamaian dan berusaha mendapatkannya." Mari.......kita sama - sama berusaha mendapatkannya.

God Bless.............

oh where....oh where can my brother be....?
The Lord took him away from me....
He's gone to heaven so I've got to be good...
So I can see my brother when I leave....this world.

"Will U Wait 4 Me" by Kavana

I need to talk with you again,

why did you go away,

All our time together,

just feels like yesterday,

I never thought I'd see,

a single day without you,

You see the things we take for grantedwe can sometimes lose.

And if I promise not to fell this pain,

Will I see you again,

will I see you again.

Time will pass me by,

may be I'll never learn to smile,

But i know I will make it through,

if you wait for me.

And all the tears I cry,

no matter how I try.

They will never bring you home to me,

so won't you wait for me in heaven.

Do you remember how it was,

when we never seemed to care.

Days went by so quickly, cos I thought you'd always be there.

It's hard to let you go, though I know that I must try.

I feel like I've been cheated, cos we never said goodbye.

And if I promise not to feel this pain,

Will I see you again.

And I miss you so,

and I need to know, Will you wait for me.

to my beloved brother....................Paul in heaven..........

"With U"

I need you boo

I gotta see you boo

And there's hearts all over the world tonight

Said there's hearts all over the world tonight

I need you boo

I gotta see you boo

And there's hearts all over the world tonight

Said there's hearts all over the world tonight

Hey lil Papa, ooh you're a stunner

Hot little figure, yes you a winner,

and I'm so glad to be yours

You're a class of your own and

Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me

I swear the whole world stops

You're my sweetheart

andI'm so glad that you're mine

You are one of a kind,

andYou mean to me what I mean to you

And together baby there is nothing we won't do

'Cause if I got you

I don't need moneyI don't need cars

Boy you're my heart

And oh,

I'm into you and Boy no one else would do

With every kiss and every hug

You make me fall in love

And now I know I can't be the only one

I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight

With the love of their life who feel

What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you...

Boy With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...

Oh boy I don't want nobody else

Without you there's no one left, andYou're like Jordans on Saturday

I gotta have you and I cannot wait nowHey lil shorty, say you care for me

You know I care for youYou know that I will be trueYou know that I won't lie

You know that I will tryBe your everything

'Cause if I got youI don't need moneyI don't need cars

Boy you're my heart

Oh, I'm into you and Boy no one else would do

With every kiss and every hug

You make me fall in love

And now I know I can't be the only one

I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight

With the love of their life who feel

What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you...

ohhh With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...

Yeah

And I will never try

To deny that you are my whole life

'Cause if you ever let me go

I would die so I won't run

I don't need another man

I just need you or nothing

'Cause if I got that

Then I'll be straight Baby you're the best part of my day

I need you boo

I gotta see you boo

And there's hearts all over the world tonight

Said there's hearts all over the world tonight

They need their boo

They gotta see their boo

Said there's hearts all over the world tonight

Hearts all over the world tonight

And oh, I'm into you and Boy no one else would do

With every kiss and every hug

You make me fall in love

And now I know I can't be the only one

I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight

With the love of their life who feel

What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh(Boy)

With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh

With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...

Baby yeah

Performed by : Chris Brown, I dedicate to my "Chris"

"Bintang iklan terbaru Softex....hehehe..saingan Julie Estelle (jauh kali yeee.....)"

Me and The "Imutzters"

"Me and Aiye"

"Me and Nuel"

Me "Pi-BEm"

See Me.....:)

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LIFE

life.........

heart.................

beat...until ur one last breath..........

love until u forgot how the way to love..........

live until Lord release the air out of ur lungs........

life is one hell big confusion between happiness and sorrow......

u just love to live it...but sometimes just too tired just to step in..........

frozen the time.......

and try just to think..

that all u have and all that u got is a one big heaven of blessing.....

just be thankful...

that's what i'm tryin' to do...

not the best...

but i try.........

Say What's in Ur Mind

BAGAIMANA KAMU AKAN BERKATA SELAMAT TINGGAL,
KEPADA SESEORANG YANG TIDAK PERNAH ENGKAU MILIKI?

KENAPA TETES AIR MATA, JATUH DEMI SESEORANG YANG TIDAK PERNAH MENJADI KEPUNYAANMU?
KENAPA KAMU MENCINTAI SESEORANG YANG CINTANYA TIDAK PERNAH UNTUKMU?

Hidup……..bagaikan sepanci sup ayam hangat yang dibumbui oleh berbagai masalah……bukan untuk mengacaukan rasanya…atau untuk merusak kenikmatannya. Melainkan untuk membuatnya mampu memanjakan lidah dengan rasa gurihnya……ya…masalah adalah penyedap kehidupan yang membuatnya tidak hambar dan tanpa makna. Kita didewasakan dengan masalah. Otak kita dibuat bekerja dengan adanya masalah…sehingga ia (otak) tidak tidur saja dalam kemanjaan semu hidup yang datar2 saja. Hehehhe…….lagi keluar puitisnya nech….gak ngerti?? Ya gak usah pusing…..makan aja tuch sop ayam…..klo kurang asin ya tinggal tambahin garem. Gampang khan???????? (*_*)

Relationship

Dear journal……….

Sometimes, I really don’t know the essence of making a relationship. Everything just seems to be more complicated than I thought. Just think about this…when you’re alone, I mean single, all you have to think in your mind is about your self and no one else to be concerned about. But when you with someone……you have to give an extra space in your mind to think about that person you’ve been with. It means, there’s an extra energy that you have to spend than when you’re single. Single could be an interpretation of independency or else, it could be a bunch of loneliness surrounds your days. What a contrary end in one bridge with two crossing ends. If you gave me a chance to choose what end I want my self to arrive at……..maybe you have to give me another bridge of life which is a bridge of relationship. That is to equalize life it self. Just like Yin and Yang in Chinese philosophy. You can’t live in a world just full of kindness…because the world itself life with a complete soul, when it has it badness either. It just how the unwritten law of life functioning. You don’t have it in your school lessons. You got it from life that you live in.

So……back to where ends I have to choose………let me stand on the first bridge…which is “the single bridge,” I’ve been there before, and to be exact I don’t choose where ends that I finally crossed. Because the truth is I stepped in to both of ends. And that happens when I also have tried “the relationship bridge.” Weird isn’t it? The same answer also happens for “the relationship bridge.” At one end, I feel really showered with happiness when I’m with the person that I loved, but then in some time……I felt like I just want to live my life in the circle of magnificent independency. That usually happens when I’m on a high priority of my ego. Just what I like…..and just like what I want. Selfish…………..
So…..life seems to be far away from simplicity. It always has two ends. Just live it and you will know……actually, “right now in what end I stepped my feet at?” It works with your heart sense.

Believe me……….

March 21, 2007
15.44 WIB

Reply : Surat dari Bapa

Saat kau bangun dipagi hari, Aku memandangmu dan berharap engkau akan
berbicara kepadaKu, walaupun hanya sepatah kata, meminta pendapatKu

atau bersyukur kepadaKu atas sesuatu hal indah yang terjadi di dalam
hidupmu kemarin, tetapi aku melihat engkau begitu sibuk mempersiapkan
diri untuk pergi bekerja.

Aku kembali menanti. Saat engkau sedang bersiap, Aku tahu akan ada

sedikit waktu bagimu untuk berhenti dan menyapaKu, tetapi engkau
terlalu sibuk. Di satu tempat, engkau duduk di sebuah kursi selama
limabelas menit tanpa melakukan apapun.

> Kemudian Aku melihat engkau menggerakkan kakimu. Aku berpikir engkau
> ingin berbicara kepadaKu tetapi engkau berlari ke telepon dan
> menelepon seorang teman untuk mendengarkan gosip terbaru. Aku
> melihatmu ketika engkau pergi bekerja dan Aku menanti dengan sabar
> sepanjang hari.

Dengan semua kegiatanmu, Aku berpikir engkau terlalu sibuk untuk

mengucapkan sesuatu kepadaKu. Sebelum makan siang Aku melihatmu
memandang kesekeliling, mungkin engkau merasa malu untuk berbicara
kepadaKu, itulah sebabnya mengapa engkau tidak menundukkan kepalamu.
Engkau memandang tiga atau empat meja sekitarmu dan melihat beberapa
temanmu berbicara kepadaku dengan lembut sebelum mereka makan, tetapi
engkau tidak melakukannya.

> Tidak apa-apa. Masih ada waktu yang tersisa, dan Aku berharap engkau
> akan berbicara kepadaKu, meskipun saaat engkau pulang ke rumah
> kelihatannya seakan-akan banyak hal yang harus kau kerjakan. Setelah
> beberapa hal tersebut selesai engkau kerjakan, engkau menyalakan
> televisi, Aku tidak tahu apakah kau suka menonton televisi atau tidak,
> hanya saja engkau selalu kesana dan menghabiskan banyak waktu setiap
> hari didepannya, tanpa memikirkan apapun hanya menikmati acara yang
> ditampilkan.

Kembali Aku menanti dengan sabar saat engkau mnonton TV dan menikmati
makananmu tetapi kembali kau tidak berbicara kepadaKu. Saat tidur
Kupikir kaumerasa terlalu lelah. Setelah mengucapkan selamat malam
kepada keluargamu, kau melompat ke tempat tidur dan tertidur tak lama
kemudian. Tidak apa-apa karena mungkin engkau tidak menyadari bahwa
Aku selalu hadir untukmu. Aku telah bersabar lebih lama dari yang kau
sadari.

> Aku bahkan ingin mengajarkanmu bagaimana bersabar terhadap orang
> lain.Aku sangat mengasihimu, setiap hari Aku menantikan sepatah kata,
> doa atau pikiran atau syukur dari hatimu. Baiklah... engkau bangun
> kembali dan kembali. Aku akan menanti dengan penuh kasih bahwa hari
> ini kau akan memberiKu sedikit waktu. Semoga harimu menyenangkan.



Bapamu,
ALLAH



daughter's Reply :

Tuhan…terima kasih….karena hari ini jam di kantorku sudah menunjukkan pukul 12:00 siang. Dan aku hidup. Aku tahu Engkau ada, walau tak nampak bagi mata duniawiku. Aku tahu Engkau melihatku dengan penuh kasih. Menjagaku sekiranya aku jatuh…….Engkau akan ada untuk menopangku. Bila ternyata Engkau membiarkanku jatuh sekalipun…aku tahu….bahwa sesungguhnya Engkau memiliki maksud untuk sakit yang kurasakan. Agar aku bisa belajar dan tidak menjadi manja. Karena Engkau ingin memiliki anak yang kuat, yang tidak mudah menyerah. Aku tahu Tuhan aku sering lupa menyapaMu. Aku terlalu sibuk dengan ini dan itu. Waktu senggangku pun, kugunakan untuk diriku sendiri. Aku sering tidak peduli, dengan sejuta alasan jauh dariMu..padahal yang Kau rindukan adalah suaraku menyapaMu…walau hanya sepersekian dari 5 menit. Tapi aku hanya larut dalam aktivitas yang mengusung pelayanan bagiMu. Maafkan aku Bapa…….aku jauh…..ketika yang Kau selalu coba lakukan adalah di dekatku selalu. Hari ini pesan dari seorang teman telah tiba bagiku…dan aku berterimakasih. Karena Engkau telah mengingatkan ku melaluinya. I luv u Father….maafkan bila seringkali cintaku tidak kutunjukkan dengan cara yang benar. Aku akan mencoba lebih baik esok…dan keesokannya lagi……jangan lelah untuk selalu mengingatkanku ya Bapa. anakMu ini sangat pelupa…hehehehe…terlalu akut malahan kadang kala.
With Luv…..

Ur daughter
14.05.08//12:13